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2009-04-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

2008-11-18T22:01:00.001+08:00

Relink me @ http://9daysofescapism.livejournal.com/ if you want.
(:

2008-07-05T10:14:00.003+08:00

Goodbye to my blog of the 622th post.
I've moved somewhere else.
LOL.
Of cus it hurts to leave la. Hello, got feelings for this blog one leh.
from 2004 - 2008.
FOUR YEARS!
LOL!
But ya, I've xiang tong alr. =))
Yup.
JIU DE BU QU XIN DE BU LAI :P

To conclude:
I read thru my past entries. and like more than half has JYCX rawks at the end.
Yeaaaaa. Jycx rawks(: LOL!
Love for him for 6 years. Hahs.
Of cus there are entries which are emo.
Esp. in recent years. ya. but nvm la.
who never emo b4? LOL!
Then some entries dumb dumb de lah.
Blog for the sake of blogging.
Ya. And how my writting style change.
Hahas.

Ya right now, this blog has become memories.
LOL!
Fond memories.
GOODBYE!!!!

P.S I leave this blog cus I wanna click the links. LOL! And cont to tag ppl, if u wanna say anything to me :P

2008-07-04T19:24:00.005+08:00

LOL!
The new timetable is great.
I end lessons at 6.15pm everyday.
Spend arnd 12 hrs in sch everyday leh.
Waaa..
SONG!

Wa. One sentence, pierce right into my heart, and killed me.
Only one sentence.

But I did it. I think I'm really strong.
I made him dislike me by irritating him.
My image of him is like some despo irritating sian person.

I did it.

2008-07-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

Yay, my 4 days holiday has finally arrived after so long!
Hahahahaha.=)
Though I still have chinese to do, but well, it's chinese, not geog, so it's okay la. LOL. I will do is ~~asap~~, after I've slacked enough. :P

Okay today's chinese i dunnoe why my hand like retarded la.
Can't write fast.
Damn sad.
Can't finish.
Ah well, it's over =)))
Like everyone can hear I damn happy aft chinese, I was like singing: it's over~~ LOL!
Yay.
It's time to spend popular and borders vouchers.
I can finally buy and read books I want to read.
Muahahaha.
And buy junior's present!!
Hahaha kinda excited. LOL though dunnoe what to buy.
Yay. Out out out! Outing outing outing.
MONDAY!! :D Grace Loh and Sihui, I miss you two so much!
FOUR MONTHS NO SEE.
Muahahaha!
So yah this few days would be spent with my mofalaoshi book 21, listening to music and trying to get all the songs into my head, shopping, watch dou niu yao bu yao LAST EPI, and talking to ppl who mean alot to me! LOL!

ENJOY YOUR DAYS PEOPLE!
Precious days!
Spend them happily without thinking of the disgusting Midyrs!! :)

2008-06-25T12:38:00.002+08:00

Nono, mid yr is not over. Still got 8 more days for me.
But yeah, I just feel like blogging abt the papers.

Math was _________.
Geog was HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm stunned man, after doing the paper, I feel like laughing.
I looked at the first qn, hmms pretty ok, den I looked at the second qn, and I wrote a "die" word there, den cont doing the third, den at the fourth, I'm stunned agn, at the fifth, I'm dumbfounded, when I came to the sixth, I fainted. LOL!
Then i started to think, AIYA why did I waste my damn time on geog. I should have studied chinese. :( Now my chinese is so screwed la. :( Hais.
Chem today is _____________. Hais.

HAHAHAHAHA!
Great right? -.-

Haha I miss jycx! (random)

Bye for now!

2008-06-14T13:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE LOH SINGWOON! :D
Hahahaha this is the 3rd time wishing her.
Love talking to her online la.
It has been so long since I last talked to her and ytd I have the HONOUR to talk to her!
Hahahahaha!
JIAYOU :D My fellow idol crazy buddy cum smart pig :D LOL.

Ok sian.
Last week of holidays start the day after tmr.
Then it's sch reopen.
Seriously, I feel that this time, mid yrs, I'm screwed.
Talk abt the amount of things I haven't study yet.
My goodness.
Yet there's so little time.
Hahs.
Lalalalalaleeeelorr I'm mad.

Oh yah, and ytd' bfb. Leo Ku. waseh, my first idol of my life sia.
:D his songs super duper nice can. :D
Wang le shi jian de zhong :D
I primary sch listen until now :D LOL.

BYEEEEE.
Aft midyrs = lan qiu huo = love.

Jerry is love(:

2008-06-11T22:45:00.003+08:00

Actually my stress level was like over one billion jus now.
Cus no more time alr.
And I exceeded the time limit I was supposed to spent on.
Hais.
Now I think my geog is goner, cus no more time for it.
Laaaaa.

THEN MY SAVIOUR POP OUT.
=D
HAHAHAHA.
I LOVE HIM (:
STAR DUST STAR DUST STAR DUST.
My gosh.
The moment I saw him my heart melted, and I got this urge to cry leh.
LOL I guess I'm mad.
But as I was watching the trailer, tears was boliing in my eyes.
I cry cus I overjoyed you noe. OVERJOYED. LOL!
Yah, den I less stress le.
I feel recharged now :D YAY.
Thanks to my saviour, Jycx. I love him(:

2008-06-09T13:38:00.002+08:00

Woot.
O.O
Two more weeks to school reopen.
My goodness. I'm feeling so slack. Lol.
I got this urge to NOT study geog at all and see what grade I will get.
Because I hate geog and geog hates me.
I think it totally sucks. :(
Hmms.
Random.

Yay I CAN'T WAIT FOR JULY.
J U L Y.
LAN QIU HUO!
And I think there would be alot of xuan chuan for lan qiu huo.
DEN I CAN SEE MY LOVE!
And I want read my book 21. : ( It's lie-ing on my table now.
Hahas that's my purpose of blogging this entry lah :D

BYE!

2008-06-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

you feel the stress when you don't want to disappoint others.

so true yah?

I keep doing wrong.
Math, everything wrong.
HAIS. Tutorials do one billion times alr still wrong / careless.
HAIS! And I'm freaking slow can.
I'm only halfway thru one sub and I have 3 more subjects UNTOUCHED and I have less than 20 days left.
Oh my goodness.
like OH MY DEAR. HAI.

Anyway, tomorrow's MEDIACAMP.
Kinda look forward to it, cus last yr we were facils, this yr we were organisers.
We looking at our juniors, teaching them, yet learning at the same time.
Yeah, and thurs, election.
Hahaha and handing over le :D
Haha but yeah, I'm glad I joined this CCA because I learnt alot of things.
Really alot. Like enriching.

Hahaha okay, go off le.
Goodbye!

2008-05-29T14:53:00.002+08:00

Should have been in orchard now.
Sigh, I hate myself.
And here I am online, wasting my life away.
Cant seem to find the motivation and URGE to study for midyears.
Why am I slacking sooooo much??

Ya my life: mon - j8, tues - AMK hub, wed - j8, thurs(today) - AMK hub.
My goodness man. Why is my life revolving around this two places?
I MUST NOT GO OUT ANYMORE :(

Anyway, this few days everyday listen 933 :D
Damn nice, alot nice songs, like xiaogui's gui hun, lin youjia's shen mi jia bin.
NICE!

Next week = tough = mon to thurs in sch.
My goodness.
But yeah, JIAYOU EVERYONE!
MEDIACAMP!

random: Hehe someone never dao me liao. but i should dao lor. why i never dao? must yi ya huan ya ma. hais.

Anyway, jay and jerry :D HAHAHAHA.
Got chance they will he zuo :D
I want to see jerry. :(

2008-05-24T21:27:00.003+08:00

Wahahaha, btw DD = drainage density = DADONG my dearest.
Wahaha random. But still, I hate geog. :P

Today is a SUPER unproductive day cus I watched 5 hours of tv. :(
Can't resist la, after xiuyi is su yi hua leh. Shou xin shi rou shou bei ye shi rou.
HAHAHAHA i v kua zhang :P

My last post until exams over, I HOPE. Hahs.

Just want to say,
if you all study until v sian or sad or emo do go watch bai fen bai, cus it's super hilarious. Really.
I laugh until cannot tahan.
Xiaozhu is damn funnyyyyyyy! :)
And jerry rocks ! :D
Yayhoo!

JIAN CHI DAO DI! GO GO GO!

2008-05-23T16:10:00.003+08:00

Yes! GP is over, over in two ways. (OVER as in GONE CASE) and OVER as in over for period.
LOL!

Yes! It's finally the holidays. Like woohoo! (ya right, holidays)
At least dunnid to go school everyday to see things u (don't) want to see.
Yay.

Things to buy this hol:
Fan gun ba book;
Lan qiu huo book;
New bag;
My smile.

Hahaha I like being with my classmates.(:

And yah, I miss everyone. :(
Everyone like my sec sch friends.

And up till today I still dunnoe why I take geog.. :( :( :(

///////I hate it, hate it. HATE HATE HATE.
:(
I really hate. I want to hate.
Love to hate and learn to hate.
I hate myself, I hate you, I hate everyone. :(

2008-05-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

Today 18th of May, one day after my dearest favourite number 17,
officially,
I finally knew.
I confirmed what I thought it should be. And it turned out to be the truth.
One last time, the final one, the final goodbye.

No more bei yings,
No more lwo,
No more qi-dai-ing,
most importantly, NO MORE WISHFUL THINKINGS.

This time, it's really back to the old Mic, the old Mic who used jycx to escape into her crazy insane world.

Go Mic, though it may seem difficult, but I know Mic is strong, cus she has always been strong, RIGHT?
Jiayou jiayou jiayou , punch fist up into the sky.
Go all the way, without distractions anymore.

2008-05-17T14:49:00.003+08:00

Okay my blog might sound like I'm gaining sympathy or what, like pouring all my woes here, but trust me, you haven't see my real woes. You haven't see me bursting with my woes.

I just want to say,
Thank you to the people who cared about me, to cheer me on.
I just want to say,
Some things aren't so simple as what you think it is.
Really.
Words, really, easy to say you know. And I hate it when I can't express myself properly.
When you say it out, it seems so simple. BUT WHEN YOU DO IT, YOU WANT TO USE YOUR ACTIONS TO PROVE IT, IT'S LIKE SHIT.
I just want to say,
that it hurts when you think too much and you start spectucalating and imagine what it is to be but it is actually not what you think it is, and it's only your wishful thinking.
And then suddenly, you start thinking backwards
I just want to say that although I said that I won't be demoralised, I AM DEMORALISED RIGHT NOW. BECUASE THERE'S NO MORE TIME ANYMORE.

Boohoohoo.

I just want to say, I don't have anymore energy. Really. I really don't have.

I just want to say,
GP is next fri.
I just want to say,
I haven't touched chem spa and any homework.

I just want to say,
how many times have my eyes filled with tears but did not rolled out this week.

I know why are my posts so emo, cus I dun have "gan qing de ji tuo".
So lil jycx's news recently, so i turn to DD le..

I know i'm deceiving myself.

2008-05-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
I'm back to blog. Cus I dun feel lyk blogging in the near future, at least for now.
Mid years coming ah.
One more week to GP man. I'm like, terribly screwed. Lols.

I just want to say..
Dear friends,
Do not be demoralised by what you are getting now. Do not be disheartened by what is happening now. If u need someone, I'll be there to raise up my hands and hold up the "jiayou" banner for you.

Hahaha. Sound so good right me?
I need people to add oil for me also.
Haha. Just some mad ranting from a totally insane person.
TWO MORE WEEKS den i think I'll be more normal again.

Go study chinese le.
Chinese rawks :) totally.
Jiayou.
I love the word jiayou, cus it gives me hope and courage.

I can't wait for 27th July, my love, jycx. LOL!

Seeya~

2008-05-08T16:26:00.002+08:00

I fear for my h1(s)..
Hais.

People are improving, bit by bit, making an effort.
and you? you are just leaving it to rot and die.
Mic, you're an idiot.

My head ache like shit.
Once again.

MIDYEARS COMING!
3 more weeks to stepdown.
Sat got CLL test, and I haven't touch cus I'm too lazy and bored to do so.
Got normal tut & proteins tut, but I dun feel like doing now.
Got so many things to do, so "much" time to complete them.

hahahaha jerry's 7-11 ad super cute can. Hahahha~~
yay i love jerry(:

Lastly,
THANK YOU FRIENDS.

2008-05-02T19:53:00.005+08:00

Nobody to help you, you are left alone dying there.
You try to find some optimism in the sky, and somewhere faraway.
Then you look out of the window, only to find to your disappointment and sadness, it's only your wishful thinking.

You feel like a lousy dumb piece of shit when you sit infront of the com, stare at the screen, not knowing what to do.
There's no one to help you, and you're heading nowhere.
You feel the burdens on your shoulder piling up.
And there's no time for you to get rid of them.. They just keep coming.
You are so tired and you want to cry.
You walk home on the lonely path, heading to nowhere.
You reach home at 7 almost everyday, and waste money on cab trips.

You don't feel like saying anymore.
You just feel like your brain is bursting out of ur head.

You look at your dearest idol's photo.
But you can't smile, anymore.

Thank goodness, you have a pretty good class. Otherwise, think she will die sooner or later.

:( :( :( sad day, sad post, sad me.

2008-04-28T19:21:00.002+08:00

We get loaded with excessive information.
Worsened with constant nagging and expectations, like bullets shooting from a machine gun.
We can't hide from the bullets.
There's nowhere to run to, no time to run away, no energy to do so.
And we just have to absorb, absorb and continue absorbing.
When the time comes, vomit everything out, write as if we won't get to write anymore, and you wished you had extra hands.

At the end of it all, what do you get??

The dark chocolate is sooo bitter.
But it's nothing compared to the bitterness I'm feeling now.

"What is this life if, full of care,
we have no time to stand and stare?"

2008-04-27T15:04:00.002+08:00

Waaa I'm so bored can.
Ya supposed to study yes, study chinese paper 1, paper 2, chemistry. blahhhh~
but I'm like chao sian can.
Keep slacking and stoning infront of the com.
Omg la.
And the weather sucks.
Keep sweating la!
And I think the weather makes me kind of insane and I start talking nonsense.

Haha anyway, I just want to say my heartfelt thanks to liling and hongchen and my senior.
Hahaha.
Spent my whole afternoon in sch ytd.
But I think I really learnt alot.
Even though is tough.
Yup. And I start to think it's fun.
Wa I think I'm insane.

Laming rawks.

Going off soon.
Won't blog until next week I guess.
=)

2008-04-23T19:51:00.002+08:00

Zzzzzz.

Stay focus, don't you think it's so hard to do so?
I dunnoe what's wrong with me recently.
Can't seem to absorb anything.
Shutting my ears at the wrong time.
Opening my eyes at the wrong time.
Getting scared at the correct time.

Tomorrow's a long day with little lessons.
Zzzzz la.

2008-04-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

hahahaha!
i deleted the previous post! LOL!
cus i dunnoe what crap i typing also!
LOL thx zhihui. :p LOL!
though i dunnoe what u mean what alarm clock.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Trust no one but yourself.
But sometimes, I can't trust myself too.

Long battle starts..
I go sleep now le.
SUPER TIRED AND MY BRAIN AND MIND IS NOT FUNCTIONING WELL RECENTLY!
Hahaha.
Muahahaha!

Go with the flow, let nature takes its course.
And somebody will perform magic and a fairy will DING, pop out and solve our problems.

I thank the people around me, for bring laughter and happiness to my life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2008-04-11T12:48:00.003+08:00

When the sky turns grey and the rain starts to fall,
there are sunshines around her like wanting, linghong, zhihui, xinni, yeeting and ziting, and so many more.
Thus, the rain cleared rather quickly.
It has not rain since O level results one yr, almost a year alr.

When the sky starts to fade away from the greyness, another event cause it to be greyer than before.
So grey until it can't take it.
But not to the point of precipitation.

Hate it when things clash hate it when things clash hate it when things clash.
I love repeating things recently.
When I'm stressed, I tend to repeat things.
Hais.

you make me smile.
i wished u didn't.
then maybe i would be happier now.

2008-04-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

I stared into empty space, thinking what am I doing with my life, thinking whether all these are worth.
I found no conclusion,
I continue to stare blankly, feeling zombified.
The world became basked in the glorious orange sunset, but the sky turned grey at the same time.
Very grey.
I start to think about some other things.
And I continue to think.
Then, I was overwhelmed with sadness and heartpain.

2008-04-04T12:52:00.001+08:00

Didn’t wanted to blog at all, but yah well, my sort of farewell entry.
Sad to say, yeah..

Things are getting tougher, more and more things to do, more deadlines to meet, more responsibilities, more tutorials, more disappointments.

There used to be a motivation for me to come to school, well. Yeah, but after YESTERDAY, no longer. But it's good. Thanks to yesterday, I know where I stand now. At least, my heart no longer yearn to search about and my mind no longer rules me to come online unnecessarily.

Yes, I really need to put in hard work for my languages.
I can't make it.
Can't keep getting S for GP, getting not a v good grade for CLL.
Yeah, and I really really hope I can pass NAPFA, because I don’t want to re-run again. Running 2.4 is like asking me to go & die.

Yeah one last note......

JERRY ACTING A NEW DRAMA :DDDDDDDDDD
PLAY PIANO SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~
MY GOODNESS,
MY PRINCE CHARMING ^^.

Hahs, only the last paragraph sound so much like me :)

2008-04-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

Optimism

Do you know, that it's sooooo hard to be optimistic!
Really.
It's too tough alr.
It's too hard to want to be devoted and stop being so skeptical.
Yah but I can't help it.
I really, hais.
Only 2nd day den liddat alr.

Hai.

Based on paper 1's ans, I think I'm gonna screw paper 1 badly. Really.
And gp.. my goodness..
Can't imagine how bad it will be.

Come online = disappointed.
hais.

2008-03-30T19:25:00.003+08:00

I'm sad now,
because my one week break has ended.

But yes,
embrace each day with hope and smile.
No matter how tough, accept them.

Don't think I will be blogging that often.
(yah i say only lah, end up still sure blog de) :p

Yes, term 2 officially starts tmr.
A tedious, stressful, committing term 2..

And cherish the people around you.
Be grateful to them.
And love the people around you.

JIAYOU AHHHHHHH~

BTW, jerry's wo mei you ban fa li kai ni mv is AWWWEESOME! :D

2008-03-29T14:30:00.003+08:00

My post 599; So long le, so unique and so NINE :D

On the 29th March :)
Dedicate this post to dearest:D

Six years ago, I once said I hated *4, because I think they are sooo gays.
Until the moment I watched the first epi, my eyes fell on you.
My goodness, I thot, how can a guy have so much mei li??

How can a guy be so charming, so shuai, and at the same time, so cute?

Soon, I found interest in this guy.
I went to watch ma la xian shi.

And I think he seriously can act those very ba dao kind. And I love his eyes lah, like can talk de.

After that, I began noticing his interviews and so on.
There was a period when everyone was saying that he's dao, he shua da pai, whatever.
Yah, but no matter what they say, I choose not to believe.
Because I think, so what if he's like that?
As a fan of his, I choose to continue supporting him.

I went to buy his xie zhen shu, buy the tv novels that he had acted before, and see his improvement, slowly, bit by bit.
I found out that he not only can act dao de, but also wen rou kind.
=)

Then he started acting movie.
Well, I think he certainly can improve more.

His voice is certainly not the best in *4. But after 3 years of preparing his own album, I'm really impressed by him.
His improvement is.. wow..

Even until now, I love his songs. (:

And his acting for BSJT has certainly improved alot alot alot.
He can really play the character well.
Ta gan dong le wo. Zhen de.

When he dai yan UHU sweet, I went to buy the nai tang.
When he dai yan oral B toothbrush, I went to buy and use.

After hearing some interviews, my support for him grew.
I think he's not hypocritical.
He's real, and being who he is makes him true and charming.
He's just like a bright star up there, who is always so humble and quiet and just, shining there.

Every year, I would dream of him at least once, sometimes even better, twice((:
There are years when I really HAD the chance to see him, but I missed it.
I can't express how disappointed am I.
Even more disappointed than when I did not do well for my exams.

Yes, no doubt I'm not in his fanclub or what.
I'm not like those fans, who are capable of giving him things, doing anything just to see him.
But really,
my support for him, shi zai xin li de.
And it may diminish over time, BUT IT WILL NEVER DISAPPEAR, no matter what other says, no matter rain or shine.

Right now, yes he's working v v v hard, to the extent of getting injured and so on.
He's very ping, he works v hard, but no matter how tough, he never gives up.
He's my motivation.You might ask, motivated for what? Motivated to do well, so that I can give myself excuses and chances to make myself happy, to keep myself going.

JIAYOU, Dong Fang Xiang :)

He's so sweet recently to keep updating his blog. =)

I sincerely believe I will see him one day (:
Cus I won't lose hope.

Jycx, zui4 bang4 de4 la4~

JYCX, must be love~ LOL!

2008-03-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

Quote of the month: "疯了".
疯了 reminds me of..

Yao. Xia yu that part.
Xue Gong Can say: Xue gong can, ni 疯了 ma? :D
My secondary school HCL teacher who always say that.

Okay, today i'm like totally still obsessed.
Hai! And I never do anything today except online, watch tv, read comic. THAT'S ALL.
Mic ni 疯了 ma?
I act like it's the end of the year!!! :(

And dang ran ge is damn niceeeee :) LOL!

2008-03-26T19:10:00.002+08:00

This entry is called "I hate P&C and Probability";
Firstly, I think this two things doesn't make sense at all. Because in real life, this two will never result in the final outcome, cus other factors, like fate, timing, etc will affect the event that happen.
Secondly, this two things make me confused.
Thirdly, I can't do P&C and Probability, because I have to do trial and error and try and try and try and the probability that I get the answer wrong is most of the time 1 or close to 1.

I think this is the most chim and dumb entry I have ever written.

I think I wasted my good old break away, spending time aimlessly.
Goal, I need you.
Motivation to continue, I need you.
JYCX I NEED YOU :D LOL!

2008-03-25T17:00:00.001+08:00

Omg.. I feel so worried for him!!
Injured again!!
:( :( :(
Later on drip again!!!
Why so ping1?????!!! :( :( :(
Sigh...
PLEASE TAKE CARE :(
:( :( :(
and JIAYOU :D

Sigh, now that block tests are over..
my goodness..
I can't imagine what's going to happen all the way until june.
Really.

Channel you cut this scene away!!
SO SHUAI ^^;

Ok back to the point of this entry, I think next time I write an entry I should have a purpose and not blog when I feel like it.

Watching my girl back scenes now :D Ok it's in korean -.- don't understand. LOL!
SO CUTE!

Ya, so NOT FREE for the next few days.
Got additional chinese homework again.
Think of it only makes me want to sleep!

2008-03-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

Wu ke qun - qian qian qian shou

Today is a great day, with them(:
If only sihui and singwoon was with us!
Hahaha!
But nevertheless, I think we enjoyed ourself.
Ya the fish fillet baked rice is nice. but i don't like hard and dry rice. =x
Wasted. LOL.
But yeah, it's really great to walk about without buying anything la.
LOL! But some stuffs caught my eye, but super ex. bo money.

Waaa crap still got gp and math haven do.
Still got chinese paper 1 and chem mcQ haven't study. Zzzz.
Woke up damn early today.
Hai I got eyebags now. :(
Cus I insomia. I super tired in the morning but super alert at night.
HOW?
Aiyoyo man.

Hahaha I go read my comic alr.
Goodbye!

2008-03-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

Hello blog!
d/ling songs in progress.. wu ke qun's album is nice!! my gosh.. :)

Yes I know, block tests not over yet laa.
2 more papers, but ya, my brain is declared fried.
My head almost split jus now, and I almost vomitted.
I think the worst paper for me is GP and geog, is reli screwed and I knew it.
Haha whatever man.
Going out tmr :D yay!
But got alot tut not done yet!! :(

Talking to some super lame ppl now.
Hahaha.
Thank goodness I not ... alr.
=)

Anyway, one billion yrs never go find jerry news le. I go find le. BYE!

2008-02-29T12:30:00.000+08:00

600 posts coming up in 8 entries time.

Yah, sometimes I wonder, why do people blog, and why am I blogging now.
Haha, just because I feel like it, and this blog consists of my memories for 3 years.
If I were to close it down, hmms, I would still have the past 3 years of memories, a brief idea, but something is just not quite right.
The changes, the developments, the stupidity, the joy, the happiness, the sadness, the angriness, etc, etc, so much.... won't be there anymore.

If I have joined ___________, would I be _____ now ?
Would we be __________ now?
Maybe it's just a sudden think too much thingy. Yup. I have been thinking alot lately.

Right now I'm feeling like crap.
Seriously, I'm mad.
Really.
I hate hate hate detest destest ___________.
Always liddat one. ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh.
Maybe it's something tt other people are dying for, but not me. Mic doesn't think tt way.
Mic just want a v v v simple life..

Hais.
It's Friday, it's supposed to be the best day of the week.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

言承旭...

2008-02-21T19:09:00.003+08:00

Sian.
Block tests coming in 3 weeks time.

Busy.
Tired.

Headache.
Sadness.

Responsibility.
Lack of time.

Ytd's dream = smile(:
But yet, kind of.. dunnoe what weird feeling.

GP.
Xue shan fei hu.
Organic chemistry.
Rivers.
Complex.
P&C.
Probability.
Blahblahblah......

2008-02-17T09:57:00.002+08:00

=)

Ytd was wen's birthday celebration.
Wow the place is super cool man, the food v good also. LOL.
Like it's my first time going to such a cool and high place. Hahaha!
Yup I bet she felt loved ytd. Hahaha so many of her friends and family =)
Hope that she had a great time! (i bet she did).
Ya, thanks alot WENDY, for the dinner!
Took alot of dumb photos ytd.
We go carpark and jump and spas around. LOL!
Yah I love being with them cus we are so crazy!
And I really feel v relaxed with them.. The wind just seemed to blow my troubles away under the night sky..
And loh sing woon was mad ytd!
She took alot alot of those act cute photos! HAHAHAHA!
Something is wrong with her lah, she zhu dong want to take photo. T.T
Yah, faster send us the photos!!!! LOL!
(:

Waiting for 23rd..
I miss jycx :(

Meanwhile, next wk is hellllllllll.
So many things to do!
So many tests to study!
Chem spa, chinese test, math test.
Mic, JIAYOU :)

let's add oil together

2008-02-15T12:19:00.001+08:00

Won't emo anymore.
Thanks people:D

2008-02-09T12:13:00.001+08:00

Wo bu mai dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)~~~

Yay chu er was good(:
Food damn good, pizza at my home, great sumptous dinner at my aunt's home.
Afternoon was F4 on channel 56, kungfu dunk :D and truffle special. LOL!
Damn nice man. =)
Jay is supppppperrrrrr cute! And the captain and xiao lan so shuai man! HAHAHA!
Zeng zhi wei's acting damn good (:
Niceeee :)
I want a husband who can play basketball ! :D LOL!
After watching kungfu dunk makes me want to watch basketball fire even more.
I miss my dear jerry :( LOL!!

Sian, sigh, life is super boring.

Aiya, slack first, worry later =)

2008-02-08T09:55:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY everyone!

A quick update before I go do some work. :(

Relatives coming my house ltr(: den ltr going to watch kungfu dunk :D den ltr go aunt's hse eat :D

CNY eve was great! Cus I met up with the people I missed so much and have not seen in like, 3mths? Hahahas! I LOVE THEM :D It's great having a lunch with them and talking and talking and talking. =)

Yah, Mui, Wen, Yt, Sw, Sh, Zt, I love you guys :)

CNY night was usual. boredddd~
CNY chu yi was even more usual. It's just the routine.
Continue blackjack plus dai dee ltr. =)
Yah.

Ohhhhh and I haven't touch TM and integratn and DE! :(

Sigh, so depressing. =(

2008-02-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

Feel like blogging cus of no particular reason.
was damn high ytd night cus of _______.
hahaha I think we have fate. (=
Anyway, I dreamt of j__ on sat!
damn real lei the dream.
hahahahas!

CNY COMING V V V V SOON ! :D

Must start studying after CNY!

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo love~
打不U~~~ : )

2008-02-01T21:04:00.001+08:00

Feeling nostalgia after chinese period.
LOL!
Huai jiu.
I think the past is always the best.
Hahaha but there's no way anyone can return to the past.
When is the last time you went to the park to cycle?
When is the last time you let your troubles fly away with the salty wind at the beach?
When is the last time you look at the glorious sunset?
When is the last time you sit down alone and think deeply?

Sigh.
I'm so frusrated with GP. SUPER duper frusrated.
Sigh. :(
Depressed.

On the bright side, i ate loads of bak kwa! LOL!
The cheese one v oily la, but nice!
Hahaha!
Fat fat fat!

2008-01-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

Ok sry sry I'm blogging again -.-

Ok I can't wait for CNY to come.
But I dread CNY to be over.

Oh yah and my most favourite lesson now is chinese :D
(totally random)

Anyway, this morning during my break i went to jerry forum.
LOL!!!
HAHAHHA i simply love those people who update those news about him :D

Hope can watch kungfu dunk on chu er :D

Okay, i think i sound happy.
but i'm not.
yeah.
was quite depressed.
but the people around me are abit insane.
cus i'm insane also.
so i'm kinda in a good mood now.

See you guys soon!

better stop slacking alr..

2008-01-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

Omg man I'm feeling super bu shuang and moody now :(
Sigh.

Have yet to touch DE and xue shan fei hu, my goodness..
I want to cry man.
Cry because I really dont want to do homework and I want to do things that I really want to do.
Cry because I'm really v v v worried for CLL block test.
Sigh, I have a very bad feeling.
Plus, I'm listening to emo songs now.
LOL!

Doubt I will blog next week.
I've lost my interest in blogging.
So to people out there, whoever, strangers/animals/human, whoever,
goodbye!
(i know i always say this but in the end i still blog)

SIGH!
What's happening man..?

I really very sad now. :(

2008-01-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

[Random crap of relaxation & madness after a week of stressness]
LMAO MAN!
I love xz mo fang xiao jing teng and yang zhong wei..
MY GOSH! SUPER FUNNY!!
One person acting 2 person's character and face!! LOL!!!
I think nobody in this world can ever beat him in imitating people!
But he's super cute!!!
AND MR. PIG CHANGE IMAGE!! OMG!!
SUPER FUNNY!
LAUGH UNTIL GONNA DIE! LOL!

Haha back to proper post.
Loads to do this week, as usual.
It's neverending.
Shall go do at 9.
I will relax for an hr first. Lols.

I love jycx :D

2008-01-22T14:51:00.000+08:00

Ok currently blogging from com lab. Waiting for CLL lesson.
Wa just had math test = Brain-draining + neck-pain.
Sigh!!!! Boring!!! Life is so boring!

Anyway, HJL end alr. LOL!! Sad man! Ah niao don't sad hor.
The ending is.. no comment. UNIQUE ba. LOL!

Anyway, went to jay's concert last sat with my brother. LOL!
Pretty high, but he could have sings more high and faster songs.
Ju hua tai like too sad for a concert alr. LOL!!!!
Ya. But I love yang guang zhai nan more now! LOL!
LOL! And the shuang jie gun shu qing version is sooooo cute man :D LOL!
And he's really a v talented person.
The dou qin is .. wow speechless.. !!
Pro!! Hahahha!
And I've got a sudden urge to play gz again!!! HAHAHAHA!
The funniest part is the waipo dance mi die xiang.. HAHAHA! SO cute =D
And the part I like most is the bu neng shuo de mi mi part. LOL.

Okay. Enough for blogging.
Guess I wont be blogging for the rest of the week unless I feel like it.

Chinese New Yr in 2wks time!
I ca't wait to see my friends again :D

2008-01-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

Ok currently I'm blogging from LEP room. Zzzzz.
Sore throat + flu = EMO.
Zzz.. Just had chem test just now. Don't wish to comment abt it.
Lack of time management.
Yah, I'm gonna print all the chinese notes now. It's damn alot. I think can use up my EZ link card money. Yah.
Den I need to do math tutorial.
Den I need to start on new math tutorial.
Den I need to start reading ionic equilibrium to understand what the hell isit.
Den I need to revise vectors.
Den I need to learn how to use windows movie maker.
Den I need to .........................

Wow, life..

I feel like sleeping now!
5 more hours to end of school.. T.T

Sigh, guilty, guilty guilty.
SIGH!

2008-01-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

Ok it's yet another week.
Sigh man. Chem test die alrd.
How dead can it be?
Dun understand periodicity!
Still doing math tut.
Omg.
So much work to do.
Only less than 2 full days to do!
Sigh.
Must go do alr soon. :(

But yay I like my class more and more now! :)

Zui hou de feng du mv, damn sad.
sadder than wo bu hui chang ge!!!!!!!!
Wa, damn shuai.

2008-01-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

YAY!
I finally got my [waiting for you] le.
JERRY IS SO DAMN FREAKING SHUAI man!
Seriously I cant wait for after A's and lan qiu huo.
My waitings of the year. LOL!!
Sound so wrong lah it's only 5th Jan and I'm saying all these. LOL!!!

Anyway, had CLL test today.
LOL man, hope I can pass.
Never even watch HJL ytd just to study for it lah.
Dead tired.

Gonna watch epi 7 now, take a break..

2008-01-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school only and I feel so lethargic.

Really. Tired like mad.

Dont even have brain juice to think.

I miss jycx & show alot alot alot..

2008-01-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

2007 has been a great year, one of the best yr I've ever had I must say.

1st Jan 2008
Hectic-ness.
Total hectic-ness.
Sigh.
Sudden urge to cry lah.
Hecticccccccccc starts on 1st Jan 2008!

U noe how good my timetable is?
Earliest to release: 4.30pm
Latest to release: 5.30pm for two days.
U noe what does that mean?
NO WATCHING OF BAI FEN BAI AT ALL!
Hais.
I one day never see him will hun shen bu zi zai lor! :(

Yah sighs..
It's gonna be one year of toughness and sacrifices and changes to be made and adapted to.
Jiayou, 10 more months.
And sry blog, I will have to neglect you too.
Sorry to jycx, dd, show. LOL!
I will miss you all alot. alot. alot.
Sry lah I'm really v depressed now lah. Really.

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY ~

and SAYONARA BLOGGIE! Sighhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh!
So screwed up lah!
I'm so dead so dead so dead!
Can't express how dead am I!
My cha guan is dead lah!
No time to study all!
DIE LE!
DIE UNTIL CANNOT DIE!
Still got paper 1 haven't touch dao!
And paper 2 not even half finish.
OMG..

Still got periodicity notes haven't even flip!

T.T

Okay this few days have been eating good food.
Steamboat, cafe cartel, yum~

And I have been searching for F4's new album for 2 days!
To no avail! :( :( :( Sigh but I will continue finding de.
Jerry is super duper handsomely handsome dao bao~
Don't believe??

So got qi zhi right? :D

:D

Okay, I dont think I will come online anymore until sch reopens.
Can't afford to! SIGH! I'm so dead man!
LOL! Sigh..

So,
I would like to wish my best idol for 5+ years alrd,
JYCX ,
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY :D:D:D:D
JIAYOU FOR LAN QIU HUO!!!! :D
DON'T TIRE YOURSELF OUT, MUST REST WELL!
AND MUST TAKE CARE!
Must be happy everyday, if possible!
AND I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU NEXT YEAR !!

LOVE YA ALWAYS! HAHAHAHAHA LOL MAN!

Jerry rawks ;)

2007-12-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Gahhh! supposed to do work today!
End up wasted!
Morning packed my room. Now v spacious sia :D
Went to make this nerd specs. LOL! Okay maybe not that nerd as what you think it is lah.
But it's FULL FRAME and black! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
T.T
End up AHHHHHH! Waste time leh!
I'm so dead man! HOW?
CHEM AND CLL TEST IN ONE/TWO WEEKS TIME!
I HAVEN'T TOUCH THE FILE AND NOTES AT ALL!!
Waaaa, jia(hokkien's super) stress sia.

Off to watch dou niu :D
Slack my arse off :D

Anyways,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL :D

2007-12-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

I love jerry with his new hairstyle!
So suit him can!! =D

2007-12-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

Zzz!
Holidays = family gathering time.
Haha but I love it. Family rawks :D
Just came back from a 5days chalet. LOL!

But like shit man, next wk = last wk of holidays!

This equals to..
NO MORE YOUTUB-ING!
NO MORE JYCX!
NO MORE DADONG!
NO MORE SHOW!
NO MORE MIKE!
NO MORE DOU NIU!

School equals..
Sian.
Study.
Eat.
Sleep.
Study.
In short,
No life.

yah, and i really slacked like shit this holiday :p
LOL.
Sigh.. Slacking rawks lah. Zzzz.
Sian sian sian.
Haven't start studying for all the stupid tests leh how.
Haven't!
Haven't even finish homework!
CLL and GP! T.T man. T.T!

REMEMBER TO WATCH 100% ENTERTAINMENT LATER CUS GOT MY DEAREST JERRY'S NEWS. IS SHUAI CAN LE LOR. :P

jycx :D
show :D
haha both so cute. LOL [random]]]]]

2007-12-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

Hello blog!
Bintan was great! LOL! with family! tt's why it's great! LOL!
I love the sky and the sea and the wind there lah. LOL! and the buggy! LOL!
But the bike quite lan. Sit until my arse pain.

Bonus:

Xiaozhu and Xiaogui super cute!

Random :
Zhe tian rawks ! :D
I want to watch dou niu epi 5 now!
I haven't completed my homework!
I haven't even start revision!
Off to chalet for the next few days. :(

2007-12-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Ok since I'm real bored now i shall blog some pics.
LOL.

LOL! taken by Ee jia during attachment! Can u believe it? We finished the whole choc. statue within 15mins! LOL!! She eat the head to the belt I eat from the belt to the leg. HAHAHA! It's nice lah, but it's like the first time I ate so much choc. in my life! LOL!

Boohoo! Never go for autograph session today. I guess he's still signing now. Ya definitely de lah! HAHAHAHA~

Oh yah, I love the new layout.
The 5 pics on top.
HAHAHA mean ALOT to me.
F4's album releasing soon~
Hahaha I'm saying this for the sake of jerry. :D

BYEBYE!!! :)
Yayhoo~

Oh and btw, the xiao qing ge sang by xiaozhu is soooo nice lah!
HAHAHAHA!

2007-12-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

《籃球火》 Can't wait! JERRY :D Xiaozhu :D
HAHAHAHHA! JYCX :D

LOL anyway, do watch ch8 9pm show yeah? HAHAHAHA! helping xuan xuan to XUAN chuan. LOL! But it's nice anyway, that's why I help ma. LOL!!!!

Went out with Mui today! LOL!
Bought a pouch, but like not big enough leh!
Bought bday present. HAHAHAHA!

Sigh, must start studying alr. Sigh. Haven't start at all!!

Yay sat & sun going "overseas"! HAHAHAHA!
Chalet next weeeeeeeeekk.
Cycle cycle cycle~
Eat eat eat~

I've decided, I'm not going on fri. :(

2007-12-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

Gp still suck.

Hahahaa!
First is DMS, now is SRH!
LOL!
But seriously, zicong is damn good!
Yups.

Hahahahahhaaha.
Another cooling and slack day.
Sigh..
Just dont feel like doing anything.

Pasta later.
Yayyyyyyy~~

100% entertainment in 10mins time!!!!!

Shall not blog so much in the next few days. ;)

2007-12-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

啊！！！！我不能再 SLACK 了！！！！
SLACK 到爆 CAN！
一直玩和逛街。。
哈哈哈！

2007-12-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA!!
jerry's new hairstyle like mine leh!
if i cut shorter a little bit den fringe infront comb all down den dye abit,
HAHAHAHAHA YAY!
JERRY'S SUPER CUTE CAN! His guai-gia look! LOL!!!
Look so innocent!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Jiayou jerry :D

Yay!
I'm gonna change my blog song to ji yi pin tu :D
Cus it's v v v v nice, as nice as before~~~~
JYCX :D

haha today is yet another boring and slack day. =P

2007-12-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hahaha so today is last day!
Well, this 2 wks, I must say, hmms, what can I say?
I must thank my friends(:
I must thank nice peeps there for teaching me some stuffs.
So yeah, FAREWELL :D

Dinner was good :D
More dinner okayyyy!

Backache!!!! >____<

Time to get down to proper work.
Holidays officially starts for me as of today but ending in 25days time.
LOL! so sao xing!
Chalet, cycling, play, crap, lame~

Badly need a new bag@@@@@@@@@@

2007-12-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

Urg.
I hate GP!

I'm walking faster each day you know.
AHAHAHAHA! Cus I want to watch TV.
Wei le TV, or rather wei le 100% entertainment, I mao yu come home lor.
And I risk slipping and falling lah!

Total randomness. :P

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH
TAN QI TAN QI TAN QI TAN QI TAN QI TAN QI TAN QI TAN QI.

Sigh lah,
Misses misses misses misses misses misses!!!!

Wo nu li chang wan zhu ge,
wo wang le zou yin mei you,
wo dao di ku shen me, ku shen me, ming ming gao xiao de.
~~~~~

LOL remember to watch tmr's 100% entertainment.
GOT MR. PIG :D
He got new zao xing (image) sia :D

{added}
I feel so useless man.
Really useless.
I hate myself leh. Really hate!
How can such a useless person exist on earth?

2007-12-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

Basically this is just an emo post..
So you can (A) choose to ignore, (B) choose to read and tag, or (C) choose to read but dont tag.
LOL! Talking crap again. Sigh..

Omg lah~ My eye v pain. Sigh.
But I cant stand lah I must come online everyday!!
Sighh!
ARGH!

But yayness.
Stoning ends this friday.
YESSSSSSSSS!~

Fainess, what isit?
Is life ever fair?
Friends, who are they?
People who once told you that "we will be friends forever" but like less than one yr later, they turn their backs on you ?

Sigh..
Just another lame and meaningless entry..

2007-12-02T09:50:00.000+08:00

Show on stage 2007!!!
It was fabulous man! Bravo! Good good good good good~~~~
Xiaozhu is damn cute lah!
throughout the whole concert, don't have any leng chang!
and he made everyone laugh and smile! hahaha!
It was highly enjoyable. :D

His dance is, mei hua shuo de lor. It's super super good! Zhen bu kui shi wu wang :D
I was waving my pathetically thin litesticks like mad that 2 of them flew to nowhere. :( LOL!
Yah, should have bought the thicker litesticks yah. HAHAHA. shi bu.
His singing improve alot le. Really. It's like damn good lah! HAO PENG YOU AND WO BU HUI CHANG GE was so touching :D
HIS ENGLISH IMPROVE GREATLY MAN!!!!! LOL!
He really v gao xiao jiu dui le. Everything he say it's like will make everyone laugh!
The STAGE design was pretty cool and nice!
HE'S SO DAMN GOOOOD!
TWINKLE IS DAMN HIGH LA~ HAHAHA! SWING SWING TWIST TWIST (roll over the ocean movement) x2 JIA JIA~ HAHAHA!

But so sad lah, the concert lasted for only 1.5hrs I think.
SO SHORT!!!!! Longer better!!
Waaaaa then after the concert my heart got some emptiness la.
CUS SO FAST FINISH LE!!!!!! Argh!
But nvm, zuo ren yao zhi zu. :)

SHOW ON STAGE~~~~~
After a few years, I still want to go to his concert if there is!!!! I'm v sure there would be!

Yipee!

An unforgettable night.
1st December 2007!
I would NEVER FORGET!

Show Luo Zhi Xiang rawks :D

2007-11-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

Yay.
Yay.
YAY!

TODAY IS FRIDAY!
TOMORROW IS SATURDAY :D

2007-11-29T20:49:00.001+08:00

Sigh.. once again.. no fate..

I'm getting more emo than before after watching this.

Sigh..
Sigh..
I can't belief it man.
Every year must liddat de..
First it was last yr, now it's this yr.

So damn sick of this! :(
Sigh..
extreme sighness..

2007-11-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday XIAOGUI!!! :D

Xiaozhu and xiaogui really v good lah! As in their r/s. Their brotherhood! hahaha! their mo qi v good sia!!
Ytd the Mr.Pig cum luo zhu ren part was damnnnn funny! LOL! I think it's the best and funniest Mr. Pig's edition! =)
It's only 3 more days.. :D :D :D
Lucky sat don't need to work :DDDDDDD

Dou niu rawks man!!
Shen ruo he is as LOVED as before LOL.
His eyes is like, wa, damn electrifying~~~~ dian dao~~
Hahaha and hebe is damn cute also. LOL!

Never blog for the past 2 days.
But got come online.
Youtubing~~~~ HAHAHA!
That's my life, can't live without internet. haha~

Shall go and do my usual stuffs online.

Can you believe it? December is coming soon. OMG man. It's like only freaking one month left!!
Time flies.

Will blog again on sat night, I guess =)

2007-11-25T20:47:00.001+08:00

I love my blog song! LOL! V nice I think.

Homework is stagnant today.

Mixed feelings now.
>(
Sigh.
My mood fluctuates greatly recently.
But everytime when my mood starts to depressed I begin to think of better things to make me feel better. And it really helps.

Wo bu zhi dao zhen me kai kou..
Yin wei wo kai bu liao kou..

2007-11-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

Waaa i Just cant resist coming online while doing homework man.
LOL!
I MUST blog everyday de lor.
Die le. I think I better throw my laptop outside next yr. Otherwise I'm dead lor.
Addicted to coming online.
Though there's actually nothing to do online.

HAHAHA!
I have like more than 10 blanks for integration tut and i think slightly less than 10 blanks for vectors tut!!
Chem haven't finish but alr got 6 blanks alrd. Wa doing homework is so demoralising. I thot chem is better than math hw but it was equally bad. =x I think I shall start writing zuo wen soon since there won't be blanks in zuo wen. And I better start clearing my gp homework.

BTW, thanks YEOZHIHUI for your concern man. LOL! HAHAHAHA! Now feeling much better le. hahaha ;P I miss class man. LOL! Miss having lessons and laughing about you know. haha!

Anyway, back to the pt.
I watch dou niu ytd night! Was supposed to do chem but I cant resist lah. :( guilty. LOL!
Shen ruo he is damnnn cool man! And TRIO is damn damn damn stunningly shuaiiiiiiiii~
MIKE HE :DDDDDDDD HE JUN XIANG :DDDDDDDDDD
His eyes is super mi ren ^^

Attachment in 2 days time! Show on stage in 7 days time!

The following video made me laugh lyk shitttz. Not Mr. Pig de.

2007-11-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

All the pain will end soon.

Proper post today.
I'm sick.
My flu is serious.
And I sound dreadful.
T.T
Giddy giddy giddy.
Feel like I just came back from LTC. LOL
Mic must faster recover and start engine to chiong. =)
(WOW so optimistic siaaa T.T)
But nvm, be strong and everything will be over soon. very soon.
Look on the bright side Mic.
Just a few more pathetic days.
And your "wonderful" hol will start.

I truly believe every1 has two sides.
It all depends whether what side you want to show.
I find it more and more difficult to show the side that I want to show now.
And I HATE IT THIS WAY.
The more I go on, the more I want to run away.
The more I want to run away, the more I want to leave this place.

Gonna watch dou niu when I have the time.
Once again, escaping?

2007-11-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

I've never felt soooooo useless and jue wang and desperate before in my entire life.

Hope all these crap faster end cus I cannot stand it any longer.

Btw, when you are depressed, you can go watch Mr. Pig. CUS I BET YOU WILL LAUGH UNTIL YOU FORGET YOUR TROUBLES.
EVEN THOUGH IT'S TEMP. BUT, IT'S REALLY A FAST_RECOVERY MEDICINE.

Shi jie shang du yi wu er de Mr.Pig =)

2007-11-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

Sigh.

One sentence to describe my mood.
It's busy beyond busy-ness, it's sadness beyond sadness, it's hectic beyond hectic-ness, it's pissed beyond pissness, it's dreadful beyond words can say.

And goodbye to my wonderful life!

Btw, I love jerry yen :D

2007-11-20T15:36:00.000+08:00

Omg man!
It just dawned on me that next Mon starting attachment!!!
Oh my.
Okay I'm feeling like, erm, quite scared lah. HAHAHA!
Cus alone leh :( HAI!
But nvm, must be braveeeee.
After those 2 weeks then my "holiday" officially starts lor.
LOL!
But yup, hope it's fun and enriching yeahs.
Hopefully hehehehehehehehe. den i will really be happy until i go hehehehehehehe :D
I will be holding on to that fickle of hope.

Until now also haven't finish integration.
LOL!
I'm a snail.
Snaillly~

感情不是K歌, 音階一字不漏, 不見得感動

2007-11-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

Life is not good for me.
Insomia.. SIGH..
:((((((
Wei shen me zhe yang zi..

And I'm like taking forever to do integration.
Really.
One day like do 6 questions!
ONE DAY!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

BIG BIG =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Lan qiu huo.
Jerry & xiaozhu :D

2007-11-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

Remember the goods of a person, forget the bads, and this world will be a better place.

2007-11-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

Please go buy Show's wu suo bu zai.
It's nice lah.
I think. Hahaha.
Quite a great improvement.
Wo bu hui chang ge is damn damn damn nice and it makes me cry lah. AHHAHA!
Touching x 10000000000.
=D
Got 2008 calender plus his photos in ny.
Hahaha.
:D
Not gonna lend anyone. :D must support! :p

Sian man.
So much work to do!
AHHHHHH~

2007-11-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

P.S this is not an emotional post.

Holidays have started.
Happy holidays~
It should not be called holidays. It should be called a 2 months homework marathon.

At least no more makeup lessons, though still need to go back to sch occasionally, at least don't have to wake up at 6AM.

I wished I've got the chance to rot at home.
But yeah, life is pretty busy for me.
Can't afford to have time to rot.
Today is like the earliest time I come home since the makeup lessons have started can. >(
Yeah it's gonna be over soon. VERY SOON. Then work attachment, then concert, den homework, homework and more homework, den tests, tests, and more tests. Mundane boring life.

Even the simplest gp assignment of vocabulary I dunnoe how to do lor.
Pathetic.

Anyway on the brighter side, going back to zh tmr for co camp. HAHAHA.
Go one hr or so nia LOL!
And I'm meeting them on sat. :)))))))
EXTREME happiness.
Crapping with them online is the best thing to do when you are bored.
Cus you will laugh like mad.
HAHAHA!
Can't blame, all mad people. :)

BTW, xiaozhu is super cute in bai gei ni mv!
It's like his character lah. HAHAHAA!!!

2007-11-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

P.S this is still an emotional post

Sigh.
Am supposed to do zuowen today.
No more time to do le :(
Sighness.
Double sighness.
Triple sighness.
Sigh sigh sigh.

And seriously. I hate ppl who only talk but don't do. Fullstop.

Talking to yt and mt is great. HAHAHA!
I love talking crap with them.
Cus you don't have to act happy / superficial.
Can say what you want to say without hiding your true feelings.

Ahhhhhhh! Gonna burst lah!!!

WHO WILL UNDERSTAND MAN ?

2007-11-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

P.S this is an emotional post

The weather is bad.
Hazy, dark, gloomy.
Meng meng long long de.
It makes my mood worst.
It's already terrible.

Sigh.
So many things piling up, pressing on me like dunnoe what.
Squashed like pancakes :(

Holidays are worst than normal schooldays. :(
Hais. Hais.
What is happening to Mic?
I can feel the start of J2 stressness.

>( wah i think i got depression.
Hahahas!
But I'm beginning to see some light in chinese pw. hahahha!
Well, some. Hahs.
Den suddenly gp homework pile on us like tonnes of bricks.

Btw, show rawks :D

2007-11-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick of school.
Really sick.

I've been breathing eating sleeping CLL.
Doing CLL everyday.
Neglecting my other subjects.
But yes, I like it.
Haha mayb I might not be able to score well in this subject,
even though there are loads of homework, but
I really enjoy this subject.
LOL.

Btw, jay chou's wo bu pei is really nice.
The lyrics is beautiful..

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Thinking that there's school tmr makes me super sian.

2007-11-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh.
Just did 4 compres.
Almost died.
Too lazy to do gu wen. :P
I want new bag! Lol totally no link.

Btw, the song zi lian totally rawks.
Slow songs are niceee~

LOL I think i'm really insane leh.
Mad.
HAHAHAHA! Cannot stop laughing~
LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH GOING TO BURST!
Toiletpaper scarf plus lip gloss plus makeup kit plus the small mini handbag plus 2 damn stylish specs plus the 5,4,3,2,1 action piu~

Ahhhhhh don't want to go school tmr!! :(

2007-11-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

I had a great lunch with hf (:
Hahaha!
Cus v v v v v v v v v super long never eat Mos with her le!!
And not to say talk to her!
HAHAHAHA!
But some arseholes are really hypocrites who can act really well.
I think she can get some award in the hong xing da jiang.
She's like, the best idiotic actress I've ever seen!
Ok I shall not pollute my blog with her. HAHAHA! But yeah, she really suck.
Anyway hope to have more lunch with her next time :D

Okay anyway, I'm still in a high happy mood.
Though I did nt sleep ytd.
At 3am I'm still awake.
And I woke up or did i even sleep at 7am.
Zzzz.

Left with one more cha guan :D
Will do it ltr.
Tmr is paper 1 day.
CHIONG!

:D

Obsession is good for health.

:D

My desktop rawks ;)

Man, I'm so tempted to buy《SHOW ON STAGE 进化三部曲》

Wo zhen de, feng le.

2007-11-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's happy beyond happy.
It's craziness beyond my usual craziness.
But seriously, he rawks like mad XD
Shuai dao bao is the word to describe :D
Happy beyond happy~
Craziness beyond craziness~
Though I have a shit pile of hmwork waiting for me to touch them.
But yes, Mic is really v happy. (=

2007-11-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

Next year would be different. Sigh. Nothing lasts forever.

I'm blogging now cus I doubt I will blog ltr because I'm gonna do something special ltr. LOL!!!
But quite nervous siaaaaa :D
HAHAHAHA!
And scared I pissed off.
LAAAAAAAA~~~~
Whatever man!

Just had LEP lesson.
Total sianness.
3 zuo wen(s), 3 gu wen(s), 4 compre(s).
Kill me please??
Test on the first week of January 2008.
How great!!!!!!! :D
Can't express my happiness.
My holiday simply RAWKS LIKE SHIT! -.-
And I still have 3 more cha guan!
Shit man shit. DA BIAN! >((((((
Don't compare how much homework you have with me hor.
DON'T.

Just when I'm holding on, accepting life, bahhhhhhhs~!

2007-11-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

Better go do some work ltr.

Otherwise I'll really become nuaaaa!
And oh yah, i cant wait for dou niu, yao bu yao.
First reason being mikehe acting in it.
Second reason being mikehe acting in it.
Third reason being mikehe acting in it.
LOL!!!

Btw, share some great photos with you guys.

Xia tian first time take the electric guitar. And his yi neng zhi shu is soo damn high~~~

Xia tian playing sou hun qu for han! Got tears leh. Scary song. LOL!! Don't you think he's shuai ??

Zhong ji tie ke ren playing tie ke wu ji!!! :D

Haha do go watch zhong ji yi jia :D

TEEHEEEE~
HAHAHAHA!!

2007-11-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

Wu shuo bu zai is niceeee :D

I'm left with 2 cha guan essays!!
:D HAHAHHA!

But fyi, I wrote crap for the 3 i did. LOL!
I'm highly sure I will get like less than 10 marks for them. HAHS!

But I really don't know how to write in a good way. LOL! Cus some like nothing to write, some ALOT to write but dunnoe how to put in. sighhhhhhh~

Yeaaaaa busy life.

Busy busy busy.

The busi-ness starts.

But yet, I hope they are fufilling. Because you have to treasure everything you have and every chance given to you.

And yes, in this world, only true and simple can touch someone.
I ~~cried~~ alot of times while watching HHA. It's touching!!
Though I know it's only a show, but yes..
2nd best tw ou xiang ju other than lxhy!
I'm going to cry agn!! LOL!!!

2007-11-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

如果以後，你难过,想哭只要抬头看看天空就会知道我们都陪在你身边你一点也不孤单只要你在我身边，我就不觉得孤单以後你看见的每一颗星星都代表霍达说我爱你. 吹过你耳边的微风就像霍逹在说我想你. 照在你身上的温暖阳光那是因为我张开双手在拥抱你. 如果下雨了那就是说霍逹没有嘉蒂在身边真的好寂寞...

2007-11-06T13:58:00.000+08:00

BBQ was fine. =)) Hahas.
Quite fun I must say.
Cards simply rawks. LOL!!

Today's lessons are boring.
As usual.
Yeah sigh integration is crazy.

LOL anyway, I have loads of things to do!!!
LOADS.
I have like 5 cha guan essays,
plus 7 post-promo CLL qns,
CLL pw,
plus math post-promo paper,
plus math tutorials,
plus filmming to do!!!
Filmming and 5 cha guan essays by 16 nov! WHICH IS 10 DAYS FROM NOW!!!!
OMGGGGGGGG!
5 leh! 5 four page long essay!
not FIVE sentences!
Then you must be wondering, what am i doing here? LOL!
Aiya, tmr and thurs no school. AHHAHA! But I want to finish my 3 epi(s) leh.
AHHHHH!!
HOW?!
Very long nvr need to do so much work liaooooooo!
Mic jiayou!

Ok i better cut my crap.
Mayb i go watch one epi ;) hehs!

2007-11-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

I didn't want to blog today!
But yeh, i cant resist my blog. LOL.
So here's my post (:

My after pw days are simply wasted.
As if I don't have to study anymore in my life. LOL.
I'm back on hha(mikeho and kingone is shuai de lor), and i go out every single day.
None of it is spent fully at home.
Yah, though going out is BORING! BORING! BORING!
And my pace for reading xue shan fei hu is s-l-o-w.
I'm like at page 27. Like omg lah, 200++ pages to goooo~
Why do I have to forget what I read few mths back? HAHAHA! STM!

LAAAA~ Though I'm still not v happy, but neither am I very sad!
Cus don't think so much can liao (:
Mic is a happy & strong person~

Anyway, it's ending soooon. HAHAHA. Yeah right, soon. :P

2007-11-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

Sigh.

I'm really, very, sad, now.

I don't belong, I'm insignificant, and I would never belong.
Insignificant useless piece of crap.
Go and die lahhhhhhh!
I'm extra, I'm an outcast, I'm a piece of shit.
I eat glass grow up.

I want to cry now!

But yes, I kan kai alrd. I'm gonna smile and embrace evryday happily.
I can do it!!!!

I really miss singwoon, sihui, wendy, yeeting, ziting, muiteng, and secondary school friends.
Can we have another dinner together?

2007-11-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

Haha!
I laugh my ass off!!

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Mic 的成分：
结果四zack为了你从铜时空回来了然后造成世界第3次大战：43.57%
结果二夏天放弃了寒跟你在一起：37.41%
结果五鬼龙和你结婚：18.21%
结果一鬼龙对你深情的说"你欠我的一杯牛奶什麽时候还我" ：0.62%
结果六4个人集体向你求婚时突然你发现自己喜欢的是盟主：0.20%

Miic 的成分：
结果一鬼龙对你深情的说"你欠我的一杯牛奶什麽时候还我" ：38.98%
结果五鬼龙和你结婚：38.15%
结果四zack为了你从铜时空回来了然后造成世界第3次大战：13.03%
结果二夏天放弃了寒跟你在一起：9.18%
结果七鬼龙和鬼凤在一起,夏天和寒在一起,汪大东和班导在一起zack和tank在一起而你...：0.66%

This is sooo fun!

HAHAHA! have been eating so much la!!!!
Eat non-stop!
Chipster, 1.5 donuts. blah blah~ AHH!!!
I'm so screwed next yr! TAF CLUB WAITING FOR ME!! HAIS!!

Anyways tian tian de is sooo tian can! :D

2007-11-01T11:42:00.001+08:00

This guy here never fails to make me smile..

ILOVEDADONG!

2007-10-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! New layout!

LOL supposed to go bugis today with zt, but yeah, something crop up, but still spent like 4hrs in J8 alone. can't belief it lah i've never spent 4 hrs in j8 de lor! LOL!
Ate my dearest mos!!! HAHAHA like more than half a yr never eat liaos. :( And ebi rice is as nice as b4! the prawns and the suace is superbbbbbbbbbb!
Then went to walk around.
Spent alot of money!!!
Bought a book (: english de. HAHAHA! Must brush up my english. though i don't see how "for one more day" can brush up GP lah. HAHAHAHA!
Then bought a pair of shorts sia. I can't belief man it's like the first time I go out with fren and I bought clothes lah! HAHAHA!
Then finally bought yt's gift lah! LOL! Hope she like it. I think it's cute :D
HAHAHAHA!

So as you can see, I've already spent so much money!
And I haven't buy bag and slippers leh!!!!! My aim today is to buy this 2 lah end up none is bought! HAHA! Nvm, still have the next few days. :)

Later bfb live!! YAYHOOOOO!!!
Xiaozhu's new album :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YAY PARTY TIME! HAHAHA!

Guilong likes to drink milk XD
LOL!!
Cute guilong (:

2007-10-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I'm really blessed with great friends around me.
Really, I'm contented. It's enough. :D

Hahaha anyway, back to the point of this entry, pw is over. yeah. don't feel anything lah, not happy nor sad. :D HAHAHA! it's just a part of life. just accept it, do it, and move on~
My grp member said this sentence today : we are a part not apart. yeah. a great sentence.

Btw, jay's cai hong is sooo nice!
Hahaha cus the tune is one of the song in secret lor. NICE!
It's sooo jay!

Loads of great song coming up!
For e.g, xiaozhu's, jay's . :D
Goodie good~

2007-10-29T08:42:00.001+08:00

Guess what, this is the 529th post!! so qiao! hahs.

29 Oct 2007!

Finally 17 yrs old. 17 used to be my fav number, well it is still my fav number yeh!

I want to say thanks to
LSW, Yeeting, Zainul, MiowQin, Kai, XiaoEe, Abi, Muiteng, Wendy, Sihui, Ziting, Cyn, Jasmine, Lihui, Xinni, Wt, Zh, Alicia, meimei, my relatives, my family for the birthday greetings \ gifts / handshakes.

Sry for scaring yt when I, well, almost cried.
LOL!! I didn't mean to cry but I just feel sadness welling up in heart and bursting. HAHAHA!
But I must really thank her, really.
She's like the best sis I've ever had. LOL!!

Thank you to those who remembered.

I appreciate it alot (:

Anywayyyyyy, Jerry is soooooo mi ren can.
Yue lai yue mi ren! HAHAHAHA!
Seeing jerry brightens up my whole day ((:

2007-10-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

Pan wei bo - wan ku

Today never do anything. Yeah. Played hp games, read few pages of xue shan fei hu, -.-
NEVER rehearse OP at all! Cus i paisay lor, nt at home dun dare rehearse. LOL.
I think tmr must chiong le.
Haven't re-read WR also.
AHHHHHHHH! FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN . Why I so bo chup. LAAAAAAAAA~ Feng le.

Don't feel like doing anything.
Feng describe my feelings now.

2007-10-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

“可能”问“不可能”：你住在什么地方？“不可能”回答说：在那无能为力的梦境里。

cool right? LOL!

Anyways, ytd just as I was about to fall asleep, wendy came to pass me gift. LOL!! Thanks girl. and she gave me a hug :D LOL!! Love her man. :D Thanks so much for the gift (=

And I miss jerry soooo much!!

Remember to tune in to 933 ltr, 4.30pm. FLH call in :D

2007-10-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

Seriously, epi 55 is soooo disappointing.
It's like worst than zhong ji yi ban's ending!
OMG.. I'm like HUH. 0.0 can't believe it.

Ah wells, Dadong still rawk no matter what =)

2007-10-26T15:37:00.000+08:00

Since today is supposedly the "last day of school".
Hahs. It's okay even though we have to go back for few hrs of lessons everyday.
But yeah, next wk is quite slack lah. After tues it's freedom from PW.
Hope 0709 still have the outing. LOL! I sincerely hope have. =)
Okay now, I would like to sum up my one yr in this school.

First 3 mths, well, nt v close to my class nor og. Cus i'm anti-social de ma. So still stick to my dearest zh frens. Everyday play murderer all those and talk abt zh life. HAHAHA! But somehow, after first 3 mths, start to miss the class, though we're definitely not bonded at all. It's just, like sand lah. Haha.
Then my current class.
I must admit that initially, i don't like it. Cus i felt left out, weird combi, ignored, and I feel like a gu du lao ren.
But after mingling with ZhiHui, Wanting, Alicia and Xinni, I must say that going to school isn't that boring anymore. And I must really thank that someone, cus i think because of her, our class become rather bonded. And my class is a rather funny and humourous class. Although we are quite mean at times lah :x But yeah, i still thank her for that. Hahs.
Not forgetting Muiteng, Yeeting, my fellow fickleminded scorpion, and Ziting.
Haha they are really the bunch for ppl who are there to support me and give me advices.
And we are friends for about 5 years liao!! :D HAHAHA!
I just want to thank all of them.
Otherwise, I think I would not be able to handle the stress of jc life.
THANK YOU :)

Yeah I'm sooo nice lah HAHAHA cus i at night wait for my bro den we watch the last two epi(s) together. (:
I can't wait for zhong ji tie ke ren's coolness. :D
Dadonggggggg~~~

=D

2007-10-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

Xiaozhu's hairstyle nice!! Haha!
Quite suit him!

It's about one more month to 1dec (:

Unpredictable.s jiayou~
I'm sure they all can get good grades cus their OP sure flying colours de.
I just pray for myself. I just want a good grade for PW. But I might not make it. I know it myself. It's okay. It's ending soon.

Tmr is yet another slack day ((:
Pw time (: Probably the last time with my group. Yeah.
But overall, I must say that we don't have much misunderstandings with each other.
And it isn't as painful doing pw with them.
Cus we always crap den talk about other non-pw stuffs. LOL!!

Don't understand integration.

Btw, i miss guilong's zuai-ness.

53 ltr. (; I love xiatian.